Yearn

A yearning

A yearning so strong

A yearning so agonizing

A yearning so demoralizing that it causes one’s identity to be called into question

A yearning that causes doubts:

Can I even call myself this

Am I enough of this

A yearning to simply belong

A yearning to not confuse and surprise

A yearning to stop questioning

A yearning to stop feeling like an impostor

A yearning.